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“Why this college administration want us to wake up so early in the morning. I mean, don’t they love to be at their home and spend some quality time with their wives after their kids leave for school. Aaah early morning at nine is so weird. Don’t they know that engineers’ day starts at night and we need to take proper rest after that? Huh….”

I was murmuring this and cursing my college dean while I was getting ready for the first class of my college life. Somehow I managed to get into the classes by 9:12. Thank god that our teachers at least have some courtesy to provide relaxation of 15 minutes in the morning session. Being so late, I can only afford a seat in the last row. But actually that’s what I would prefer even if I come early. After settling myself there, I took an eye at my professor. Oh my god. How can a person be so monotonous in his tone and activities? If he is speaking at 60db now, then if u listen him after 30 minutes he will be still at 60db. I can’t imagine anyone more boring than him.

So I took off my eyes from him and started scanning the whole class for something of my interest or something that I can stare at for the rest of the class. Scanning from the left end till the right, my eyes stopped at an angle with center in the first row. I don’t feel the need to tell you that first rows of the classes are reserved for some beautiful creatures of earth. But I found this one as some exception. I could only see her hairs from that angle. And I don’t know when and how I suddenly started loving curly long hairs. While I was trapped in her beautiful hairs and was trying to figure out her gorgeous face, the professor started ascending to the back benches of my side. I never want my professors to come back and see what we do at back benches, but this time it was like my dream coming true.

Following the professor, her eyes too turned back and to my goodness, almost to my side. OMG….OMG….

My eyes were wide open after getting a look to her face. They got stuck at her face and my heart was feeling like-

Teri jheel si neeli aankhon me doob jane ko dil chahta hai….
Par pata nahi kyu ye kambakht chasma beech me aa jata hai….”

My eyes were begging her to take a look at me and and and…….she did. She looked at me for few seconds. Well I don’t know whether she got some message from my eyes or not, but my heart was saying to her “Yes dear yes. I am the one you are looking for last many years. I am your true mate. I am the one and only one made for you. Trust me please trust me. Don’t take your eyes away from me.”

I know I am a bit lucky but not that much. But since that first eye contact till the end of the class she was dancing, singing, laughing, having fun with me in my mind. While I was enjoying my dreams with her, suddenly my eyes and ears became attentive coz Prof. was about to take attendance. My eyes were focused on her hand and ears were listening to every single word of him with full precision.

“Roll no 33….Rahul Verma”

“Present Sir”

“Roll no 34….Puja Singh.”

“Present Sir”

It was her this time who raised hand on this call. The very next moment I started my efforts to memorize her name and roll no.

“Roll no 35….Prateek Porwal”
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“Roll no 35….Prateek Porwal….??”

“aa.aa..a.p..p..present Sir”

I was shocked. I was numb. I was speechless.
Now what’s this? Is it a sign from God to bring us together or just a coincidence? Or am I still dreaming?

By the time I was busy in deciding what it is the guy beside me pinched me.

“Aaah… Why you pinched me?”

“Hi I am Rahul Verma.”

“Oh hi. I am Prateek Porwal. But why you pinched me? Is it the proper way to introduce yourself to others?”

“Oho. Why shouldn’t I? I mean, you are the one next to Puja. Lucky guy haa…”

“Oh there is nothing like that. Why should I be happy? I am not interested yaar.”

“O really..? Then I will give a try on her for sure.”

“No don’t you dare to………a..amm. I mean why you want to try on her? See the girl beside her. She is really pretty na?”

“Yaaaa. But look at Puja yaar. She is looking soooo sweet and simple. I would prefer Puja.”

I don’t know what happened to me and I stood up from my seat and went out of the class. She was there in my mind all the time. While I was waiting outside the class for next prof. to come, Puja too came outside with her friend and stood at some distance by my side in a way so that she can easily keep an eye on me. I am not at all good in acting but somehow I was trying to pretend that I am not looking at her intentionally. Seeing this, she gave a cute smile and then went back to the class.  This made all 32 of mine to appear (come front).

Well, I just followed her next into the class and knowingly passed from her front in some strange style that I have never ever adopted before. I sat back on my seat without giving a look to guy who was there by my side. But he pinched me again.

“Ooooh… What you want now?”

“Why you went outside in between our conversation?”

“Simply. No specific reason for this. Now please let me pay attention to the lecture.”

“Oh I know where your attention will be?”

“What do you mean haa?”

“Don’t try to befool me. I can sense it from your eyes what you want.”

I just kept quiet for some time and then said:

“Yaaa. Actually I don’t want you to look at Puja in that way again. Why don’t you try on her friend? I mean she is also too good yaar.”

“Hahahaha…. Don’t worry bro. I was just taunting you that time. I already have one girlfriend in my hometown and I can’t handle two at a time. In fact it is hard to handle even one. May God bless you..Hahahaha. But trust me; it’s very tough to keep them happy always. Even if u will take your heart and keep it in front of them, they will still find something to become upset and then they will look into you to do a bit more for them.”

We both laughed badly on this. But my senti eyes became shining eyes within seconds.

I took a sigh of relief after his words. At least the guy who was most likely to try on her is out of the competition. Now I was having a fair chance of winning her heart.

To be continued….

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Desh k vibhinna vargon se jo vichitra prajatiyon k log yahan aaj is webdainiki pe pralekh ko padhne k liye aatur hue hain mera un sabhi ko shat shat naman. Sabse pehle to mai aap sabhi ka shukraguzar hoon ki aap sabhi ne is naatkiya anuched ko padhne me ruchi dikhayi. Par mai aapko bata du ki bhale hi aapne yahan aake apni ruche dikhayi ho, par mai yahan koi “ruchi” nahi dikhane wala hu. Yeh webdainiki sabhi vargon ki matayein aevam behnein bhi padhti hain isliye mai ispe kuch bhi appattijanak tippani nahi kar sakta. Kyunki mere saare lekh mahila pradhan hote hain to aap yahan bhi kuch aisi hi umeed kar rahe honge. Par yahan na to mai koi hasyatmak vyang prastut karne jar raha hu na hi kisi naari ka ullekh karne. Yeh lekh mene apne jeevan ke kuch mahatvapurna pahluon me seekhi kuch ghanisth baton k upar likha h.

Mai khud ko jyada gyani mahapurush to nahi manta par haan mujhe lagta hai ki mai khudse itna keh sakta hu ki haan mene itni duniya aur itne tarah k log dekhe hain ki ab mai unme  parakh kar sakta hu kon humara kitna hiteshi h aur kaun kitna nai. Par mai aapko aaj is par koi pravachan nahi dene ja raha hu.

Kai bar humare jeevan me koi aisa aata hai jo ki jab tak humare paas rehta hai, hume yeh ehsas karata hai ki hum unke liye kuch khas hain.Phir bhale hi hum uske k liye aisa na soch paye hon. Woh hume jarurat se jyada mahatv deta h, pal pal humare sath khada hota h chahe kitni bhi visham paristhitiyan kyu na aa jaye. Wo koi humare itne paas hote hue bhi kai bar hum use andekha kar dete hain yaa ye kahiye ki hum us oor dhyan hi nahi dete. Mai iske liye ek udahran pesh karna chahunga. Yeh udahran aapko samjhayega ki kitna mahatvapurna hota hai is baat ko sochna jo mai aapko samjane ki chestha kar raha hu.

Aap man lijiye ki aap ek bahut bade raajneta hain. Aapki paas aseem jansankhya k log hain jo ki aapko naman karte hain aur apke sath khade rehkar aapko pal pal is bat ka ehsas karate hain ki aap unke liye kuch khas hain. Yeh jo log hain jo aapko aapke hone ka ehsas dilate hain, aapse kuch nahi mangte. Bas ye log aapse yeh chahte hain ki jitna pyar,sneh aur apnapan aapne inse mat mangne k samay dikhaya uska adha hi sahi, par aap ye bandhan na tode.

Khud ki tulna rajneta se hote dekh aap log chakit jaroor hue honge aur is vichar me honge ki yeh humari tulna raajnetaon se kyu kar raha hai. To ab mai samjhata hu.

-Ek neta jisne abhi abhi chunav ladne ka man banaya hai aur uske pas koi samarthak nahi hain. Yeh thik aapki jeevan ki shuruat ki tarah h jisme aapki shuruat akele hi hoti h.

-Phir aap logon ko dhundhte hain, parakhte hain aur samjhte hain ki kaun kis tarah ka hai aur kon aisa h jo humara hamesha saath de. Yahi kaam ek neta karta h aur weh apne samarthakon ka ek varg dhundhne me lag jata hi ki kuch bhi ho ye chunav me humara saath jaroor dega.

-Jitne ache logon se aap chir-parichit honge aur jitney kaam ke varg k logon se ek neta pehchan banayega, utna hi dono apne chetra me safal honge.

-Parantu galti humse aur ek neta se yahi ho jati hai ki jab hum ye samjh lete hain ki jinhone ab tak humara sath diya aur ab tak hume palko pe betha k rakha wo to humare hi hain kahan jayenge.

-Aur yahin shuruat hoti hai patan ki. Agar ek neta apne kisi aise varg k logon pe se dhyan hata le jo uske liye sabse mahatvapurna ho, to uske saath kya hota hai yeh mujhe aapko batane ki jaroorat  nahi h. Ve log uska neta ka sath chod dete hain jiske ab unki kadra hi nahi rahi ho. Aur phir who neta jab doob jata h, sab haar jata hai, tab use is baat ka ehsas hota h ki ye log mere liye kitni ahmiyat rakhte the aur mai inka sahi mahatva na samajh saka.

-Par tab tak bahut der ho chuki hoti hai. Kyunki un logon ka us neta par se vishwas uth jata hai. Aur yeh to sabhi jante honge ki jinpe aap agar bharosa karte hon aur agar wahi aapka vishwas tod dein, to jo ghav milte hain unka bhar pana bahut mushkil hota h. Yeh mai koi asadharan si baat nahi bol raha hu. Is bat ko aap sabhi ne khud kabhi na kabhi kisi na kisi mod pe mehsus kiya hoga.

-Aur yahi hashra humara bhi hota h jab hum kisi apne ko who ahamiyat nahi dete jiska who haqdar hai, to weh humara sath kab chod de aur kab hume akela tanha chod de yeh hum khud nahi jaan pate. Par jab hume apne jeevan me kuch kami si mehsus hoti h aur aisa lagta hai ki kuch hai jo mene kho diya h tab jake hum yeh mehsoos kar pate hain ki humne kya khoya hai. Par jaisa ki mene pehle kaha tha ki tab tak bahut der ho chuki hoti hai.

Upar likhe sabhi binduon ki madad se mene aapko yeh to darsha diya ki haan aapka jeevan ek raajneta ki tarah h.

Par ek jagah hai jahan hum netaon se pare ho jate hain. Neta logon ka kuch se sath tootata hai to unhe naya bananne me der nahi lagti. Par humari asal jindagi me humare liye yeh utna hi mushkil hota h jitna ki sookhi nadi me naav chalana.

Mene yeh baaten apne jeevan k un katu palon me seekhi hain jab mene kisi bahut hi apne insaan ko apne se bahut door kar diya tha jiske liye har waqt mai sabkuch tha.

Mai to waqt rehte sambhal gaya par kahin aisa na ho ki aap apne kisi khas k paas hote hue bhi door hote jayen.

Apni choti si jindagi me jhank kar dekho aur pehchano un logon ko jinki wajah se apko apni jindagi khusnuma aur aasan si lagne lagi h.

Dhanyawad….Apka bahut bahut aabhaar.

Aur haan agar mai kisi k liye khas hu kripiya neeche jo sitara bana use daba mujhe aur khas banaye. Mujhe use bhi jayad khas banane k liye aap is webdainiki pe neeche diye sthan me tippani bhi kar sakte ho. Par mai chahunga ki aap apni visudh, akoot tippani hi karen.

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“Hey Dad, My AIEEE rank is out. I am eligible for IIIT-Allahabad and I don’t wanna study there in Kota for one more year. I m ardent to get enrolled in this college..pleeeeeeeease.”

“But Beta I think u should give one more try for IIT. It would b a proud moment for me when I will call myself as father of one more IITian.”

“But Dad m not interested in wasting one more precious year of my life there in Kota. And what if I didn’t get selected in IIT even in my next attempt..?? ”

“Hmmm. Beta I think you can do it coz I count on your potential. But if you are unwilling to repeat then I won’t force you. But in future don’t ponder over past and say ‘Kash ek bar aur try kar liya hota’. I still insist you to have a try. But the ultimate choice is yours.”

“Oh Thanks a lot Dad. I won’t let you down even in IIIT. In fact my institute is having one extra ‘I’ than Bhaiya’s institute. So it isn’t that bad.”

My whole family was pressurizing me to repeat but somehow they got convinced by listening my somewhat senti senti stuff. I was happy like….just wow.

This made me feel as if I had just won a battle and now area is clear in front of me. She was in my mind the whole time when I was talking with Dad. Its now only that she came to rest. I just thanked God for helping me to come one step closer to her. Now I will be lacking from her by just one class, and one step ahead to make my relation come true in coming future. But I didn’t tell her about my sacrifice. And she didn’t even bother to ask me the reason for such a strange decision regarding my whole career. I just don’t know I was mad or what but I was not feeling bad for suppressing my parent’s wishes. Rather I was more happy to do a idiotic thing with my career and a good thing for her and our relation of which she was unaware.

But now when I ponder over those days I find myself as a crazy guy who kept a girl over his career and parents. And in fact crazy word doesn’t suits me instead. Fool suits better. Coz the present condition of mine proves me as fool. Now the girl for whom I took that step is not with me and she never mind how am I performing in academics. And my parents whom I ignored that time are standing with me with full support regarding my performance in academics and are happy for my happiness.

Now I feel ashamed of myself that how a girl can put that much impact on me for which I went against family and my own career. Now I just think “Kash us waqt ek aur try kar liya hota”. And I still remember the words of my Dad-”Beta I know you have the potential and don’t give yourself a chance to say Kash ek aur try….”.

Words of my Dad were pounding in my head. And whenever I think of my past, his words make me realize my mistake of not taking them seriously. Now see where I am. Neither am I having the girl nor IIT.
So finally I decided that its never too late to learn from your mistakes. And golden words of my dad were still playing major role in motivating me. I kept murmuring the whole day “Yes Prat you have the potential and you must give yourself one more try”.

The very next day when I went to the college with my friend I asked him to take a look at a beautiful girl. But he started staring at her.
I knocked him hard on his head and said “Bhabhi hai teri. Izzat se dekh.”

Yes friends I am giving myself one more try and of course I know I have the potential……………..
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