From the day I was born
Till the day I may live
Am I destined to face the hatred
No matter how best I give ?
Sometimes I just wonder
Why God do all this to me,
Why people give me hatred, not love
Why not my goodness, do they all see ?
Why everyone stands against me
Why only I have problems in life
Why everyone else around is happy
Why its only me who struggles to survive ?
What wrong I did to this world
That made my life so unfortunate
What sin I commited to you my God
That you made my happiness truncate.
Have I ever hurt my parents
Or have I ever cheated close frineds
Have I ever showed disrespect to elders
Or have I showed disbelief in your presence
How long and to what end
Will I be the man to suffer
Is there any end of my hard times
Or the days will grow still more tougher.
Only thing I would like to ask
By the end of all these complaints
Am I not your child like all
Or do I deserves to live in pains.
Now my knees have grown, far too weak
And shoulders got bent to ground
Can’t carry any long, this bulk of ill fortunes
Take my life, before I kill my sound.