Masoom Si Khwahish

Badi masoom si khwahish hai is dil ki
Ye pyaar bhi karna chahta hai
Aur khush bhi rehna chahta hai
Yeh chahta bhi hai rishton ko nibhana
Par na thokar khana chahta hai
Aur na rokar jana chahta hai

Ye sath bhi deta hai
Apne jazbaat bhi deta hai
Doobe jo rishton ki naiya
To badhkar hath bhi deta hai

Ye samajhta bhi hai
Aur samjhaata bhi hai
Roothe jo koi
To manata bhi hai

Par phir bhi na jane
Kyu reh jata hai akela
Samete apni khwahish ko
Ankahi har farmaish ko

Bas ek choti si to zid ki thi
Mera hath pakad kar chalte tum
Mayus jo hota ek pal ko
Seene se jakad kar bharte tum

Aur karte na jo fikr meri
Man rakhne bhar ko keh dete
Ki dil me basa k rakhte hain
Seene se laga kar rakhte hain

Khush ho lete itne mein
Kabhi jyada na manga tumse
Dost ki hi darkar thi tumse
Koi vaada na manga tumse

Itna sa tum na kar paye
Ab tumse aur mai kya mangu
Bas masoom si khwahish rehti hai
Ashkon ki numaish rehti hai

Par aaj ae dil tu kyun roya
Jo kabhi tha na tera, use kya khoya

You were, You are and You will, Always be a Part of My Life

My life took an unexpected turn today.
A part of mine
That was meant to amend me
Whenever I broke down
A part of mine
That was meant to comfort me
Whenever my pains get unbearable
A part of mine
That I felt would always believe in me
Even when whole world defies my existence
A part of mine
That I thought would never say no
Whenever I need someone to be at my side
That part just left me
With such a short notice
That I didn’t even get time grasp the situation
I wasn’t prepared for something like this to happen
Nor was I aware that the tree
That we flourished with years of trust and love
Was so weak to withstand a single stroke

I never knew
How important it was
To pinch everyone every time
To remind them of their existence in our life
How important it was
To make a list of things that will go wrong
If that someone is found absent for a long time
And send them as daily newsletter to every person
How important it was
To let them know every day
That they mean a lot in our small world
So stop taking tests every time, leaving us heartbroken
How important it was
To ignore our passion our work our desires
Just to make that someone feel special
Else they would find themselves obsolete from our lives

Yes I failed on all these grounds
I never made you feel special
Although you were the first person
With whom I shared all goods and bads of my life
I never poked you every day with a message
Although that day would have no meaning
If you were not there to accompany me

Yes I failed every time you tested me
Yes I gave my work a priority over you
Yes I wasn’t there every time you need me
Yes I wasn’t there to catch your tears every time before they fall
But that doesn’t make me a heartless guy
Nor it means I don’t care for you

No matter how worst things get between us
No matter how wrong my words sound to you
You were, You are and You Will
Always be a part of my life

Part Of My Life
Part Of My Life

Rishtey Dilon Ke

Kya do dilon ke rishtey
Kamjor hote hain itne
Ki bikhar kar toot jaayein
Majboot ho chahe kitne

Saalon ki baandhi ye dor
Jispe kehte hai hum humein naaz hai
Kya aaj bhi hai resham ki buni
Kya aaj bhi shabdon ki mohtaaj hai

Har pal tujhe chaha, har pal tujhe samjha
Sabkuch kiya tera, jo bhi kuch khaas tha
Sehem jo gayi tu, kabhi duniya ke darr se
Roya tere sang, mera saaya tere paas tha.

Lafzon me jo tu bayaan na karti
Nigahon se padh li teri har ek woh baat
Dil jo dhadka tera, jaane se mere
Thama hai mene har pal tera hath

Phir aaj kya hui, khata aisi humse
Jo baithi ho yun, gumsum murjhayi si
Andekha jo kar gaya, ek pal ko tujhko
Tune to kar li, humse ruswayi si

Duniya ki sari, nafrat seh lenge
Gar tu humse naraj nahi
Dilon ke jo rishtey hote hain
Woh shabdon ke mohtaaj nahi

Happy New Year 2013

Wishing all my Blog Followers, readers and visitors, and also to everyone out there, a very very happy and prosperous New Year 2013.

Happy New Year 2013
Happy New Year 2013

May this year come with a lot of happiness and memorable moments to all of you and may God fulfill all your dreams and wishes (positive ones only that do not harm others :)).

As a blogger, my New Year resolution would be to make quality content that can entertain you more and more and make you familiar with phases of life I have been through and problems I faced there or the feelings that emerged from my heart.

As a social being, my New Year resolution would be to make this society a better place, not by pointing at others for wrong they did, but by making my own soul pure and free from ill thoughts.

As a student I can’t make any resolutions, as for a student, rules are meant to be broken. And to maintain my own self-respect, I don?t want my rules to be broken by myself. 🙂

As a son, as a brother, as a friend, and for all the relations I hold with my loved ones, my new year resolution would be to keep everyone happy and give them the best I can.

Happy New Year to all of you once again. And call it a co-incidence or something, but 1st day of the year 2013 has fallen on Mangal (Tuesday). Sabka mangal hoga ji. 🙂


Overcoming State of Melancholy

Got caught in a situation
With nothing to write
No stories to dictate
And no feelings inside

This world around evolves
Every pie of a second
Still no words to explain
What to me just happened?

A friend got brand new lappi this week
While the other got a mighty car
Someone got a pair of specs on his face
While other one?s face got a scar

Everyone is having something to say
Something to write about life
But I am confused, sitting calm and diffused
Like a Moon but without moonlight

I wake up everyday
Pledging lots of things to share
About my dreams, about my love
About things rarest of the rare

But for every time I try
My heart close down its gate
Feelings prefer to remain buried inside
Words fall short to express my state

This phase in life can come to you
Anytime without your will
When whole world seems to be chatty around
But only you want everything still
Don?t feel retarded in such a condition
Take a paper and a pen along with
And write down whatever your heart feels about
Similar to what I just did.

Sad and Still
Sad and Still

Love You Friend

love you friend1

Today, I was having a chat with very close friend of mine. A friend with whom I can openly share my feelings, my happiness, my sorrows, my guilt, and almost everything. After having a long chat for hours, we departed with just saying:


I remember when our friendship was in a initial phase, our departing words were just composed of “Bye Gudnite” or at max with “Swtdrmzz”. But as days pass by, we became more frank and concerned about each other’s well being. So “Tkcr” was added in the sequence to increase depth of our emotions showing how much we care for each other.

But then later, when these many words were found incapable of sending warmth and depth of our feelings in text, we started inventing new-new words to increase the length of the greetings, just to let the other one know that I have love and affection for you in my heart but I am lacking in words to express them. May the length of my greeting let you know my concerns for you.

We added “Tataaaaa” and then we added “ShubhRatri”.

Still when we found feelings un-expressed, we tried all possible modifications of these 6 words, sometimes by enlarging the length of the words:

Tataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, etc.

and sometimes by increasing the words or by modifying spellings

Bye Bye,
Good Night,
Have a dreamy night,
Take care dear,
It was really nice talking to you today, etc.

But even after having these many words with so many variations and forms, many a times I found them unsatisfactory and lacking in emotions.

I don’t know the reason behind this. Why there are loads and loads of words to be used by lovers but not for friends. Why it looks inappropriate or a boy/girl hesitates to use “Love You” or “Miss You” or any such words for a girl/boy who is really close to his/her heart.

Today, I want to make my friend know that how much I love to spend time and share words with her, how close she is to my heart and it’s not my dream-girl only whom I misses always.

Although my love for you and my frequency and extent of missing you will be a bit different from that for my dream-girl, I have to admit this:

I Love you and I want you to be a part of my life hamesha and forever.

love you friend2
Love You Friend

Bravo! 10 Millennia Hits

Hey Hey Hey
Its a 10K hits day
Thanks to all my readers
And a gratitude I must say

Thanks to my followers
For their comments and supports
Thanks to my editors
For giving me error reports

Thanks to all my friends
For their help and motivation
Thanks to all my visitors
For making this beautiful relation

Reaching upto this point
Is like a dream come true
But finally today I made it
And the credit goes to you

Now I just keep my fingers crossed
With a hope to maintain this stature
Will always need you all my friends
For my success and brighter future.

Heavenly Blessings


Here I am, sitting so cold, so numb
At a place mixed with greenery and scenery
Emptying all my pains and strains,
Trying to refrain, from the tragedies of my life
Keeping nothing to stress my mind
Keeping nothing to filth my brain

Peace is what, this place is known for
Where people of distincts, with pains for sure,
Come and go, in thousands per day
Seeking some happiness, seeking for cure.

And today is the day when the turn is mine
Sitting at this place of the holy divine,
With sacks of problems and drums of pain
Dumping all here, to gain back my prime.

So Here I am,
Moving above all my college hectics,
Leaving behind, traces of notes ‘n’ assignments,
Unleashing myself from stacks of workload.

Moving above haunting lecturers and professors,
Leaving behind the jealousy with couples in campus
Allowing them all to taunt others, except me.

Moving above mirage of having girls in life,
Leaving behind delights of having girlfriends
Being master of my own likes and interests.

Moving above good for nothing, irritating relatives,
Leaving them to mutter at things i really don’t care
Ignoring their unwanted suggestions for things I do.

Moving above a bunch of selfish friends
Leaving them to sting people, they can take advantage from
But have nothing to give, in return when asked for.

Here I am, gaining back my control over life,
Taking my own decisions, un-influenced, un-restricted,
Feeling proud to be myself once again,
Like a free man of wills and ambitions
Moving back from this heavenly place
With a Godlike companion, this fresh and pleasing rain.

Gone Are Those Bad Days

Today I feel the moonlight
Brightest over my roof,
Today I feel the winds
Favoring the directions of my windows,
Vultures appear to snatch away
All our sufferings and pain,
Street Dogs seems to guard my house
Like nothing can harm us again.

Trees begin to grow around
To cover us from all directions,
Walls and doors grew large and strong
To aid in our protection;
Now even the Sun has chosen Moon
As a source to enlighten us,
As it feared its bright burning rays
May again frighten us.

The only thing all these
Layers of covering symbolizes is,
Auspices of God are on us again
After long days of hardship,
Nothing can shatter our wills this time
Coz we have the God’s blessing,
Our time has come to show the world
The true spirit of living.

Gone are those bad days now
When we starved for a ray of hope,
Gone are those bad days now
When we begged for relief from pain,
Now we lead a life, jumbo size
With happy happenings to see,
Nothing can break this strongest bond
My parents, my brother and me.

Things I Feel..

These words are reply from Boy’s side for the Girl’s letter Words Can’t Say

The things that you felt, I feel the same.
You express them to me, but mine never came.

My words get juggled, when I try something to say,
feelings are numerous, but my mind make them stay.

My feeling-less expressions, might make you realize,
that I don’t care for relations, and I maintain a disguise.

But O my pretty princess, that’s not my attitude,
My childhood was strange, that made me so rude.

Speechless was my nursery, memory less was my school,
I was never so thoughtful , keeping quiet was my rule.

This is how I was, until the time I find you,
You took words out of me, although they were few.

Your company made me comfortable, your words made me smile,
You were talkative enough, from you I earned my talking style.

Slowly slowly slowly, you entered into my life,
Became friends with me, you cut my shyness with knife.

You taught me to laugh, you made me to speak,
You turned up my life, and kept it at its peak.

Now since you became, a part of my life,
I dreamt of you last night, being my wife.

I woke up confused, wondering what was this signal,
Kept looking at your pic, confirming you as my right gal.

Finally a sigh of completeness came, with a mere thought of having you,
In my arms, in my mind, in my heart, whole life through.

Things I Feel

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